the best mentors a boy could have!

As a young man born the 60’s I have had a life only few could really appreciate. The amazing and wonderful life holds my humor and my heart fully intact. Thank you President Ronald Reagan for your mentorship early and President Donald John Trump, Thank you for confirming just how blessed my life has been. If a life seems to lack any conclusion I suspect death will provide that evidence. If your life is full of conclusive experiences like mine I suspect you will stick with me or surely revisit on occasion to adore the awesome pillars and tribulations throughout my existence.

The conclusion or manifestation of my Pillars in life has taken every minute necessary that has now grown into years and now decades. I am appreciative beyond words for my time here thus far. Lord, I praise your ways now and forever, Amen

It would be shorter and sweet if it was just a father or mother that I am so grateful for so let me begin by saying we must not be shamed by others for how many pillars you have acquired or built over your life. The resentment or anger by people in your life can only be changed by understanding that it is none of your business what people think of you. I will probably never heed to my advice 100% because I do care about people and will always attempt to confirm what they are thinking for selfish reasons. I want to understand what is wrong and then find a way to right the wrong or have people understand why they are not the ones to blame for so much wrong.

Pillar supplies in the 60’s were abundant for any young person in the high desert of Nevada. The west was tamed and great men existed everywhere you went and they came with amazing ladies somewhere close by or within calling range. My Mother was nothing short of amazing and she was more lady than any amount in todays pool of suspects. When you are kind and honest with love like no other it will forever ripple through time. Pillar #1 A Mother.

The hardest and the scarcest of material for the pillars of life are unknown until well after you have finished some of them. I truly hope others can experience the calmness of knowing when you are going to do just fine or better at anything you choose to do. I can’t easily explain why or how one can get to a time in life that you no longer worry about doing what you must or doing what you want. I do credit my relationship with Jesus and his grace. I don’t know the year but I do know it was well into my 4th decade of life before I gained the friendship with My Lord and it has been growing stronger and stronger ever since. I have his grace yet I have yet to build with it. I am not sure how that is done or if It is mine to build with. In time I will work it out.

There are materials that are in abundance for all. The wrong and bad material is everywhere you look and usually within reach at any time. I was never picky as it seems and now looking back I must admit to trying to blend it all together and that remains as the hardest pillar of all so far. I was fortunate to understand foundation and integrity before learning to read or write. Cinder Block Steps have no integrity without a foundation and the injuries I suffered cleared that up for me. I have never broken more than a finger bone and only a couple of those. Pillar #2 Foundations are the genesis of any project or advancement during life.

Right, Wrong, or Indifferent has everything to do with your choices when gathering materials for life’s pillars. This too is nothing I can take credit for but I can now attest to the truth of it. When you can acquire something from someone without blood and sweat I say that’s mining at it’s best. Mining has been a staple of many pillars and now all future pillars are built from the mining I have done all of my life. I can suggest to all that if you can’t grow it you better learn to mine it. Here lays the overthinking disease I have had for as long and far as I can think. Some will say bi-polar and others say asshole and if given the chance I try to explain my disease as an addiction that only grows stronger and I have no desire to stop or will I consider seeking help with it. This has resulted in alienation or moderation of interaction on personal levels. I get tired and irritated of myself so how can I expect others not to do the same. Pillar #3

Alcohol, Drugs, Sex, and Anger have no admirable benefits to building anything you expect to last. Celibacy for me will remain a challenge. I have nothing bad to share regarding a relationship with a woman in the physical sense. I have enough material to build Rome and the integrity of those relationships remains, but it remains the weakest and most destructive part of relationships that are not forever. I could not allow myself to cause harm or hurt to another and when you have experienced the closeness with a woman physically and then part ways with them, it is nothing I can bare to do again. The best things in your life are not always best for life. STill trying to build this pillar! I praise your ways lord, but I don’t always like them. Amen Pillar #4 under construction.

Feral animal is what best describes my view of me. I have believed that change is growth but since my failure as a husband I have fought to prevent growth that can be malignant or grotesque. I have no regrets but I have asked for forgiveness for many things I have done during my time as a builder. Forgive me for loving so many wonderful women. Thus my devotion to my Lord Jesus and Celibacy! I am doubtful that I can be reintroduced into society as it is currently. I have a dislike for most everyone I interact with and have for a long while now, but at least I know it is not a fault of them but a fault of “them”. (liars and thieves) The entrance has pillar’s #5&#6 firmly and faultless surrounded with Anger that is all mine. I blame no one for my anger but I will use it to build with. I will gladly leave the stench of anger for future builders to learn from. Pillar #7 supports the burden of so many liars and thieves among us. Hence the pathway I have been on for a long while and pray that I am allowed to continue as long as needed.

For now!

Mentors arrivals and departures are never conclusive but they are the nourishment and hydration necessary for living a good life.

Disciples are the key ingredients to all successes

Jesus I believe was guided by blind faith and with the strength to never question
what he received from his father in the way of so many possible ways including self-induced physical hallucinations from exhaustion and ignorance of what he was experiencing during the multiple phases of the body going into rest and then deep areas of the Brain for what we call sleeping. (It’s the logging and storage process of the days events.) Necessary to retain anything learned that previous period. Jesus remained true to his beliefs “Thank you god” up until his crucifixion.

This may sound like I am trying to expose some version of the 60’s love fest or accept the recent Human right to a Gay Parade or virtual Flame throwing opportunity. I am sincere through these words that it is a celebration of another critical element in keeping Government in check regarding their God Given rights (MARRIAGE) One is to burn bright by night and yet remain a fine decent person the other 24 hours. The progresses in the right to apply marriage and all the elements lasting over two thousand years and remaining mostly unaltered by moral standards and real value through the literal element that is “A legal binding contract between two persons covering the specific managment of a relationship during and after things die off or more often allowing the influence of Satin and his intriguing bag of true evil”
Thus allowing the destruction or lawless selfish choices of everyone to then test the writings found within the BiBle.
Regarding the marriage of a man (alpha) the woman (the true wonder of this World) and the simple rules that only become questionable when your a lost and misled adolescent. Fight back with true and honest weapons we all have within us.

Celebrate your love for mankind and the freedoms that people have died to provide since day one
as we know it. The crucifixion of Jesus Christ and it has continued on for thousands of years and will continue until we are able to convert our fallen angels from Stupid to the obvious whats right is right and whats wrong is only something in excess.

Don’t focus on the same sex or we have the right to do it in public too, most important not to forget that almost anyone is aware that a human choice includes type of entertainment and what you want for dinner lunch or midnight snack. 98% of people will react inappropriate according to to gay or same sex couples when they are so progressive and deliberate in showing/expressing/picketing/flipping the bird to past Presidents during their demonstration, and or telling the world that they like to put the circle in the square and as far as they are concerned it absolutely fits. I am one to agree if the circle is small enough or the square big enough it fits but still not contemporary art or logical in the way of science.

Okay!

To each and everyone of my friends and family I happily accept the non-contemporary art but will you Please leave it at the Gallery so when or if I want to open my mind or bring others to help them grow then I will have the right and opportunity to visit and not be forced to share my depiction of the art or choose if i agree that it fits or if it does not fit.

If we are happy good honest people helping others if needed all the while We can love anyone or anything but as I do with my physical pleasures with the opposite sex I don’t show everyone to prove that I am anything or nothing.

I love everyone I just don’t know who is next but I guarantee you I love any race gender or animal or mineral.

Reverse Mortgaging your life’s knowledge…2014

With the second half of life under way the opportunity to use my knowledge that by all rights has been earned and paid for with no late payments and the cost has been  paid in full for many years now.

The idea of a reverse mortgage is very appealing for two priceless benefits. 1. I still own all of my knowledge and the payments that I receive can be as large or as small as I want or need.

The purchasing power will of course be dependent on many issues!   How well I paid attention in the first 50 grades/years , the caliber of my professors , the choices I made that are of record and reference for any future transactions.  Oh how purchasing power can be effected by history of previous transactions.

To sum up the reverse mortgage:

Appraised value less any balance owed then amortized to either live on regular payments from aquired knowledge or leave it unused to just diminish to a no par value upon full maturity/death.

I am hoping for a good appraisal!

Here we are some 8 years later, jesus@myside theronjhunt

Use it or watch it dwindle to no value after all those years of earning it!